Time For Some Change

Well time has came & went, I am now an official cast member at Disneyland & James is officially nine months. I'm very happy with how things are going so we'll see how I'm doing in a few days

Saturday February 11th, 2012

So a few months have passed and I finally had my baby. :)
He's 10 days old now, and I couldn't be happier, I felt like I wouldn't be those moms who always talk about their kids or get emotional just looking at them, but I really can't help it, sometimes at night I do cry because I'm so happy with him and I can't wait to see who he grows up to be in the future, or even to see what new feature he's going to have in the upcoming week. My mom is ecstatic to be a grandmother, my sisters are happy to be aunts and my grandpa is more than happy to be a great grandpa, its nothing short of what I expected from my family. I didn't think I would be able to handle the baby, but I think I do a good job of it, I'm still getting the hang of it but its truthfully hard with Brandin's mom making me feel like I'm on constant watch with her or like I'm being judged, I'm a new mother and I get that I need help here and there, but I would love the help being from my OWN mom, someone I have tons of respect for and someone I admire, you know? We'll see what happens, if Brandin gets a job soon and he can afford it, we'll be moving out soon to our own apartment, maybe things'll get better then. :)